Switch Mode
We’ve Moved! If you notice any missing, empty, or incorrect chapters, please leave a comment below, and we’ll fix it as soon as possible. Regular updates will resume on June 10th. Thank you for your patience!
We’ve Moved! If you notice any missing, empty, or incorrect chapters, please leave a comment below, and we’ll fix it as soon as possible. Regular updates will resume on June 10th. Thank you for your patience!

Holding Onto My Man: Chapter 12

To create an atmosphere, Nan Lichen didn’t turn on the lights when they entered. The overly dark and silent environment made people feel inexplicably nervous, and Gu Bai also felt the same.

He felt a surge of resentment in his chest. Obviously, this villa must hold deep memories for the original owner.

Sensing his unease and nervousness, Nan Lichen smiled and reassured him. He then held Gu Bai’s hand and stopped in front of a door.

“This is it.”

Nan Lichen’s voice, full of smiles, echoed in Gu Bai’s ears as he pushed Gu Bai towards the door and opened it.


The sudden brightness made Gu Bai’s eyes slightly sore. He narrowed his eyes for a while before seeing clearly—it was a painting studio.

The spacious room was filled with cluttered plaster models with high noses and deep eyes. The floor, furniture, and easels were all covered in white linen, exuding an artistic atmosphere.

In the center of the room, a platform covered in white cloth caught Gu Bai’s attention. That was the position for the model during a life drawing.

Seeing that platform, Gu Bai felt an intense pain spreading from the bottom of his heart. The resentment in his chest grew stronger, making it difficult for him to breathe.

This was the beginning of Lu Rongqing’s suffering.

In this painting studio, Nan Lichen had gained possession of him and also destroyed him.

Tender affection, deceptive pampering, humiliating nude photos, painful addiction, and finally abandonment—all the darkness took place here…

Gu Bai took a deep breath and struggled to suppress the emotions of the original owner. Nan Lichen’s purpose for bringing him here today was already obvious.

Suddenly, Nan Lichen reached out from behind and placed his hands on Gu Bai’s shoulders. He lowered his head and whispered in his ear.

“Rongqing, this painting studio is my favorite place. I’ve always wanted to paint a portrait of my favorite person here… Would you be willing to be my model?”

The breath from behind blew softly in Gu Bai’s ear, and the close distance made Nan Lichen’s voice magnetic, with a hint of seduction.

Gu Bai stared at the painting platform in front of him, a smile forming at the corner of his lips. His gaze turned cold, and he turned around to face Nan Lichen with his usual innocent smile, looking into his eyes as he said.

“Teacher, is Rongqing really your favorite person?”

The young man stood quietly in front of him, tilting his head slightly due to their height difference. The soft light in the room rendered his beautiful face even more delicate.

His once-clear eyes suddenly emitted a brilliant color, seemingly exuding a different kind of attraction and temptation…

Unconsciously, Nan Lichen swallowed his saliva and felt a burning sensation in his heart.

“Rongqing, you’re so beautiful…”

He didn’t answer Gu Bai’s question but focused on looking at him. He softly said, “Why do you still call me teacher? Rongqing, I want to hear you call my name…”


Gu Bai smiled and called out softly, blushing.

Nan Lichen couldn’t help but become even more heated by Gu Bai’s shy smile and soft voice. He had seen many innocent people, but none were as pure as the young man in front of him.

Many people fell in love with him, but he had never been moved by anyone before, only the smile of this boy gave him a special feeling, causing him to become somewhat infatuated.

He loved seeing the shy smile on the young man’s face, looking at him with clear eyes that reflected only him.

He wanted to kiss him, to kiss those rosy lips of the young man. The taste must be very sweet…

Staring at Gu Bai’s smiling expression, Nan Lichen couldn’t help but grab Gu Bai’s shoulder and lower his head, wanting to touch his lips.

But just as he was about to touch his lips, Gu Bai moved his head to the side, avoiding his kiss. He pushed Nan Lichen away and pointed to his pockets shyly.

“Chen, your phone is ringing…”

Nan Lichen froze, feeling the vibration on his leg. It was indeed his phone ringing.

With a hint of disappointment, he let go of Gu Bai and impatiently took out his phone. When he saw the caller ID showing “Father,” his face changed slightly.

“Rongqing, are you playing here for a while? I need to answer a call…”

After speaking, Nan Lichen turned and left the painting studio, and Gu Bai quietly followed.

Nan Lichen walked out of the painting studio while holding his phone and only answered the call in a corner.

“Dad, why are you calling all of a sudden? Are you feeling unwell again?”

But instead of his father’s familiar weak voice, a middle-aged man’s voice came from the phone.

“Is this Mr. Nan Lichen? Hello, I am your father’s attending physician. The situation is very serious now, and he needs to undergo surgery as soon as possible. However, there seems to be a problem with the promised kidney source, and it’s been a long time since the hospital received any payment for his treatment…”

Chapter 11: Rebirth as a Cannon Fodder (11)

Upon hearing the voice on the phone, Nan Lichen’s face immediately turned white.

It was Wu Zhenzhen, it was Wu Zhenzhen, this thought suddenly popped into his mind!

“Doctor, you must save my father. Don’t stop the treatment. I will raise the money immediately and continue with the medication…”

Nan Lichen’s face turned dark as he hung up the doctor’s call. He then dialed Wu Zhenzhen’s phone.

“What do you want to do? Why did you stop my father’s treatment?!”

He gritted his teeth in anger. His father’s condition was extremely critical. Even stopping the medication for a day could be life-threatening.

On the other end of the phone, Wu Zhenzhen chuckled.

“You’ve wasted several months of my time. I’ve already warned you before. But until now, I haven’t seen any progress. Here’s a warning for you…”

Nan Lichen was taken aback. Suppressing his anger, he whispered, “I know what to do. Please prepare the surgery for my father.”

“You said the same thing last time, but there hasn’t been any progress. Nan Lichen, you wasted my time and delayed my plans. Now, give Rongqing the medicine I provided. And hand him over to me, or else don’t blame me for being heartless…”

After saying that, she hung up the phone.

Nan Lichen held the phone emitting a busy tone, his face pale and stiff.

Nan Lichen stood still for a while before slowly taking out the medicine bottle from his pocket. It felt as if he were holding a hot potato. His hands trembled slightly, and his lips pressed together, his eyes filled with struggle.

He knew what was inside the bottle. Having spent so many years in that kind of place, he couldn’t be unaware. It was a potent aphrodisiac specifically used on people with a strong sexual appetite…

✧˚·̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥·̩̩̥͙✧·̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥˚·̩̩̥͙✧ 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝓋𝒾𝓉𝓎𝓃𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓁𝓈 ✧˚·̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥·̩̩̥͙✧·̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥˚·̩̩̥͙✧

We’ve Moved! If you notice any missing, empty, or incorrect chapters, please leave a comment below, and we’ll fix it as soon as possible. Regular updates will resume on June 10th. Thank you for your patience!
Holding Onto My Man

Holding Onto My Man

HOMM, Ôm lấy ta nam nhân, 抱住我的男人[快穿]
Score 8.8
Status: Ongoing Type: Author: , Released: 2018 Native Language: Chinese
After an accidental death, in order to continue to live, Gu Bai had to choose to go through various wonderful books to complete tasks. Every time he became a variety of small cannon fodder inside the story, Gu Bai’s code of conduct when completing task is – by all means, don’t be inferior, don’t be shameless, don’t be upright… hold on to a golden thigh. … N times after transmigrating Cannon fodder: (angry contempt) … You’re already so powerful, why are you still shamelessly holding on to a golden thigh to deal with us!? Gu Bai: (deadpan) That… holding and holding… got used to it…



not work with dark mode